A Twisted Psyche

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A Note on the Conditioning of Showing Affection

Maybe I don’t react to things enthusiastically. Is that what’s acceptable now? I must have missed the memo when I said I wanted to be an artist in the 8th grade and I heard nothing but silence and a hushed, “yo, what a faggot.” Or when I faked having migraines so I wouldn’t have to go to school. Or when the default adjective when someone asked, “how would you describe Stephen?” was, “creepy.” I didn’t ask to be some lanky, brooding, dark haired mother fucker that for some reason really likes stuff. Because that’s clearly the kind of person no one wants around. So I wonder if you’ll pardon me my indiscretion of being so mundane, as I’d like to make friends in this establishment and I’ve been conditioned to believe that letting people know you give a fuck about anything is a quick way to become an outcast! …You know, I think the problem is: I like people. I believe in a lot of people, and you know, most all of them actually haven’t ever let me down. But most people don’t want you to believe in them. They want hollow compliments and empty promises so they don’t feel obliged to believe in you either, or to be a better person. For some reason, they have to believe you have ulterior motives. If I tell a girl she’s beautiful, what do they say? “Yeah right!” or “Creep!” Or “Stop trying to get into my pants!” If I say, “I like watching kids play in the park,” what is your immediate reaction? “Gee, this guys a fucking pedophile.” But why can’t I like it because I think it’s poetic and symbolic of the beauty of innocence and the future generation? Why do we have to assume I want to stick my dick in everything I think is lovely? I think people are amazing, if a bit in unevolved and misguided. Why is that so wrong? Why can’t people just like the things they like?

— 4 months ago
#art  #faggot  #middle school  #high school  #college  #liking stuff  #liking people  #creep  #creepy  #conditioning  #loneliness 

rapunzelie:

do you ever feel like there’s just so many pretty girls but most dudes are just subpar like there are radiant goddesses everywhere and just piles and piles of guys in backwards baseball caps and sandals

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— 4 months ago with 454591 notes

congragulation:

just precisely how bad was 1500s jerusalem at making maps, you ask? well,

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— 5 months ago with 199809 notes

xheymoonx:

Does anyone else have like several songs that they love but are constantly skipping because the atmosphere has to be just right and you have to be able to completely immerse yourself in it for those few minutes without any distractions

(via orgasmic-humor)

— 6 months ago with 263690 notes
deadpaint:

Fernand Khnopff, Acrasia Fairy Queen

deadpaint:

Fernand Khnopff, Acrasia Fairy Queen

— 6 months ago with 315 notes
tumblropenarts:

Artist Name: Vladimir Jean
Tumblr: http://artofvlad.tumblr.com/

tumblropenarts:

Artist Name: Vladimir Jean

Tumblr: http://artofvlad.tumblr.com/

— 6 months ago with 197 notes
4gifs:

Ice makes anyone a breakdancer. [video]

4gifs:

Ice makes anyone a breakdancer. [video]

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— 6 months ago with 44147 notes

itstonybetch:

*finds a good show on netflix*

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*show has 8 seasons and 22 episodes each season*

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— 6 months ago with 48947 notes

cptnrogers:

"too vague" writes my English teacher on my essay

kind of like the instructions you gave us you piece of shit

(via laugh-addict)

— 6 months ago with 423759 notes

sandandglass:

Insane people get angry about a Coke ad in which America the Beautiful is sung in different languages. Apparently you’re only allowed to be American if you speak English.

Link to the ad if you haven’t seen it.

(via talk-it-up-like-yeah)

— 6 months ago with 172229 notes

frienclzone:

choking on water is the worst because how do you stop choking? drink something? well ive got some bad news for you

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— 6 months ago with 416061 notes